Therefore I Am ...

Attack (anxiety)
Kimberly Baker Jacovich

The feeling of dying is like no other 
Fear
Cloying, numbing, helpless...
There is no God,
Only panic,
No peace,
Only denial,
No calm,
Only tumult.
Get on with it,
Without fuss, without reprieve,
Just end it-
Or not.
A wash of relief
When it's finished,
Completed
Sleep.